Agendas

I am excited about the positive feedback for my new endeavour! It has taken me a while to accept that people are really happy for me. And genuinely care.
2 weeks ago my Pastor said something about calling a friend with no agenda to work a problem out or for advice. This was big for me. I have thought about it alot since that day. I have lived my life as though everyone has an agenda. I am grateful for the people who don't have an one. I am realizing that my friends are all around me. I am very lucky to know some strong ladies. Ladies who are pretty darn special. No one is "out to get me". I have friends who really, truly want to see me happy. That feels good. I have always been the type of person who takes what someone says to me as what they say. Period. No reading between the lines. I am that way. I say what I feel. Simple. Sometimes I shouldn't, but I do anyway.

As I read this I wonder if this should go in a little diary with a lock.